this past few days. i
have doing experiment towards my ownself. u know what. sometimes i felt that im
not normal,hehe :p im trying to apply positive thinking in me n make others
happy. eventhough whatever my feelings towards them and whatever they did to
me.. guess what? and automatically i feel happy too eventhough im not at first.
what a strange feelings and its work! yeah.that is the power being POSITIVE! :)
i have very low self esteem. im scared to get know people. so i prefer to show
my 'safe side' of myself. im not so good in approaching people. not good in
communication skills. thats why i prefer to be silent in most of times.. i
prefer to be a listener rather than talk. *but im very talkative
persons towards my family* :p
now. i
must and have to train myself to be positive in whatever happen. cause i know
evrything that happend in our life. either bad or good there must be a reason
which is GOOD for us. bcause what GOD had plan is always the BEST! HE is the
BEST planner! i must see a thing happening around me and let my heart interpret
it in a way that will bring my heart closer to Allah. i must trying to
see it in the positive ways of Allah want to give me eventhough sometimes i
feel very down and sad. i must letting myself to think as wise as well...
it will make u calmer. try it! :)
someone
ask me not to be positive for all things happen. they worried that maybe
not all people have good intention towards us. yeah. i know they concerned
about me. i know they were worried. in shaa Allah. i will try to take a
good care of myself. :)
however.our views angled may not same with others. you see things similar
to other people, but not necessarily they interpreting the same way as you do.
you CHOOSE and PREFER from what view u want to see it.. either positive or
negative.. so.whatever happen.for everything, put allah in your heart. put
allah in your views.dear! try to see whatever good or bad happend is from
Allah. not human. but Allah give it through human. maybe Allah want to
tarbiyyah us to be better from their unpleasing/bad characters toward us.. .Allah want to teach us
sabr. how we go through that obstacle ad how we overcome it..setiap kebaikan
itu untuk diri kita. :) always
rememeber.pleasing human is very difficult. cause human is always imperfect.
*reminder for myself too* :D
when I pretend to be strong,
no one sees my hidden tears except Allah
When I'm sad and need a shoulder to cry on
no one supports me but Allah
Pleasing a human is very difficult
pleasing Allah is the easiest
People sometimes punish me for mistakes I have not done
Allah ignores and excuses the ones that I did.
This is Allah
The Greatest
The Most almightly
The most Beneficient
The most Merciful
and all praise belongs to Him!
*as usual english terabur :p
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