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assalamualaikum...

mendapat mesej dari seorang sahabat yang saya kira lama tidak berjumpa dengannya. walaupun ddk sama u.tp kesibukan menghalang kami untuk selalu berjumpa.. dengan keizinan Allah kami terjumpa di fudcort ketika sibuk membeli makanan.alhamdulillah.Allah Mengetahui bahawa hati ini sangat merindui dia.lalu Allah temukan di saat n masa yang sangat tak diduga... meskipun hanya sempat bertanya khabar untuk beberapa minit. ternyata dia dapat meneka hati ini...mesej yang diberikan tersimpan seribu erti. entah kenapa hati ini terharu dengan kata2 semangat yang diberikan.sungguh Allah Mengetahui apa yang terkandung dalam hati ini. lalu Allah sampaikan kata2 semangat melalui dia... hati ini terubat.. :')

tiada apa yang diri ini harapkan melainkan cinta yang dapat membawa diri ini lebih mengenal cinta Illahi...sungguh kehilangan yang dilalui berkali2 mengajar diri ini untuk lebih bergantung harap pada IIlahi dan meletakkan sepenuh harapan kepadaNya bukannya insani.. dan alhamdulillah perpisahan kali ini dapat diri ini lalui dengan tenang dan redha.. terasa mahu senyum sahaja dengan ujian yang Allah hadirkan. kerana terasa diri ini disayangi olehNya... terasa Allah memanggil2 diri ini untuk kembali pada Dia.. meskipun diri ini terlalu banyak dosa. Dia tak pernah jemu2 untuk memanggil hambaNya bersujud padaNya...

perasaan ini tidak ku pinta. malah sudah beberapa kali ku cuba pendamkan dan elakkan. ternyata ia tetap hadir.. ku cuba menjaga rasa fitrah yang hadir ini agar tidak menjadi fitnah. berusaha menjaga diri sebaiknya...tiada impian lain selain mengharapkan indahnya bila kita mencintai keranaNya.. dapat beribadah bersama2. berpuasa sunat. membaca al-quran. mengamalkan sunnah2 Rasulullah SAW. pasti indah apabila ada yang menemani dan memberikan kata2 semangat. saling mengingati dan menasihati.. kadangkala diri ini sendiri mengerti diri ini tidak cukup kuat untuk melalui semua ini keseorangan... namun. kini hanya Allah sahaja yang dapat jadi penguat diri ini..

semoga kita terus teguh. tabah dan istiqomah mencari cinta Illahi~

...seandainya tiada cinta insani untukku.cukuplah cinta Allah yang menemaniku...

"..aku mencintaimu kerana semangat perjuangan agama yang ada padamu..jika hilang semangat perjuangan agama padamu, maka hilanglah cintaku padamu..

✿Barakallaahu fiykum wa jazzakumullah khoir✿

✿ ahlan wasahlan ✿

everyone has their own past.and the past is not to be judged. but to be learned.. i know being strong is not easy, but its the only choice i have thats what ALLAH wants me to do! randomly written part of my journey to be a better muslimah.hopefully in future. when i read my blog again. i will smile n say to myself. you did it dear! you did better better than before.. never stop moving forward! Allah is always with u! keep istiqomah! changing from bad to good is a long-term adventure, but it is wonderful! shine on and dont give up on what u have decided to do! :) ♥

✿ muhasabah cintaku ✿

Setiap manusia adalah arkitek kehidupannya sendiri. Dia membinanya seperti mana yang dikehendakinya namun selepas dia membina apa yang dikehendakinya, kadang kala dia mendapati bahawa dia tidak menyukai apa yang telah dibinanya dan mencari seseorang atau sesuatu untuk dipersalahkan daripada mencuba untuk menukar dirinya sendiri.... “Sometimes, Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.sometimes, HE breaks our heart to make us whole.sometimes, HE allows pain so we can be stronger.sometimes, HE sends us failure so we can be humble.sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us so we can learn the value of everything HE gave us..make plans but understand that we live by Allah’s grace.” :) ♥ "Wanita yang solehah tersenyum dalam kesusahan, mendapat kekuatan melalui doa, menenangkan hati melalui istighfar, dan mendidik diri melalui solat yang khusyu'. Susah itu tarbiyyah, sabar itu indah..." Perempuan itu diciptakan dari tulang rusuk,sementara yg paling bngkok itu bahagian teratasnya. Jika engkau berkeras meluruskannya,ia akan patah. Ttp jika engkau membiarkannya,ia akan bengkok selamanya. Maka nasihatilah perempuan dengan cara yg baik! ♥ "Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman ialah mereka yang bila disebut nama Allah gemetarlah hati mereka, dan apabila dibacakan ayat-ayatNya bertambahlah iman mereka (karenanya), dan hanya kepada Tuhanlah mereka bertawakkal." “Sesiapa yg merasa sng oleh amal kebaikannya, dan merasa sedih atau menyesal atas perbuatan dosanya, maka dia seorang Mukmin.“ (Riwayat al-Tabarani) “Sebahagian daripada tanda matinya hati, iaitu jika tidak berasa sedih kerana tertinggalnya suatu amalan kebaikan, juga tdk menyesal jika terbuat suatu pelanggaran dosa. “ Syeikh Ibn Ata’illah

✿motivation words ✿

We must also realize that nothing happens without a purpose. Nothing. Not even broken hearts. Not even pain. That broken heart and that pain are lessons and signs for us. They are warnings that something is wrong. They are warnings that we need to make a change. Just like the pain of being burned is what warns us to remove our hand from the fire, emotional pain warns us that we need to make an internal change. That we need to detach. Pain is a form of forced detachment. Like the loved one who hurts you again and again and again, the more dunya hurts us, the more we inevitably detach from it. The more we inevitably stop loving it.

and that’s why if we live in dunya with our hearts, it breaks us. That’s why this dunya hurts. It is because the definition of dunya, as something temporary and imperfect.

It isn’t because you’re weak. It isn’t because you’re just not grateful enough. It isn’t because you’re just not religious enough. It isn’t because you don’t have enough faith. It isn’t because God is angry with you. To all the well-meaning people who tell you this, just smile. And know deep in your heart that the tests of God come in different forms to different people. And know that, by the help of God, every test can become a tool to get closer to Him. And that, verily, with hardship come ease–and like all things of this world–this too shall pass.

With each new heartbreak, I was forced to look deeper intowhy. I was forced to look deeper into why it hurt so much -- into what I was missing. I was searching. I was falling. I was learning.

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”

Allah SWT sometimes like to delay the response when his servant asking HIM and calling out to HIM because Allah loves his servants to praise Him..because He loves them so much that He wants His name to be mentioned on their tongue more and more! And Allah sometimes delay the response bcoz if he knows that through that delaying you are rising in your levels in the Hereafter! Then Allah SWT wants you to come closer to Him! :)

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything& make your optimism come true. Think only of the best, work only for the best& expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past& press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you!

Truly in the heart there is a void that can not be removed except with the company of Allah. And in it there is a sadness that can not be removed except with the happiness of knowing Allah and being true to Him. And in it there is an emptiness that can not be filled except with love for Him and by turning to Him and always remembering Him. And if a person were given all of the world and what is in it, it would not fill this emptiness. — Ibn al-Qayyim

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